As I approached the Angel Tree booth, I got the typical knot in my stomach. I casually glanced over the 6 year old girls on the table, but no one jumped out at me. I looked at the 5 year old girls and found Ariel (my favorite Disney princess), but wanted to stick to our tradition - choosing a child that is the same age our own child would be. I was about to leave when one of the volunteers approached me to ask if she could help.
I felt kinda silly about hesitating to choose an angel. So I tried to explain. "I'm definitely adopting an angel, but no one is jumping out at me."
"What are you looking for?" she asked, "We have boxes of angels that we can look through for you." It was too much... she actually wanted to help me find an angel that matched what my heart wanted? Tears filled my eyes as I requested a 6 year old girl with a name that begins with H. (Yep, my name is Heather and I'm partial to the letter H). After a few minutes of searching, without a single six year old girl to be found, she encouraged me to finish my shopping while she continued to look through the boxes.
With my shopping completed, I headed back to the Angel Tree booth. The lady's face lit up like a Christmas tree when she saw me. "We found one! There was only one six year old girl with an H name. And her name is Heaven!" The tears flowed freely at this point. She handed me the angel and I looked at her, astonished. She was tearing up too. "You won't believe this," I explained. "The angel we adopted last year was a five year old girl named Heaven. I'm convinced that this is the same angel."
"It was meant to be," the volunteer said. Yes, it was meant to be. Because only my Father God could orchestrate this. Only God, the All-Knowing, All-Powerful Creator could save this precious angel for our family. There are more than 7,000 angels in the Kentuckiana area. There are multiple locations that have Angel Tree booths. Yet this 6 year old angel named Heaven was hidden in a box at the mall... for my family. It just blows my mind! It was a holy moment. It was a jaw-dropping moment. It was a moment where I felt God's intimate love for me in such an incredible way. What words do I have to thank Him for this moment? There are no words. He truly is the God who loves... so personally... so intentionally... so completely. Psalm 103 resonates with my emotions tied to this angel named Heaven:
Psalm 103:1-2 New Living Translation (NLT)
with my whole heart, I will praise his holy name.
2 Let all that I am praise the Lord;
may I never forget the good things he does for me.